Why Proton should ditch their design team.

This is why!!??. Seriously, if you expect people to pay premium ringgit for inferior products, at least design the cars to look better.

They looked great dont they?

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Helpless me.

Feeling helpless is the worst feeling.

My friend’s dad was hospitalised since Thursday. After a major operation, her dad suffered massive bleeding. So yesterday they had to do another operation to try and correct the problem. She got a phone call and was asked to fly back to Kuching.

At that time we were hanging out at a cafe listening to music and having a cuppa, having our small fun together. I wish I could describe how fun can turn to tears in seconds. It's depressing.

There I was and all I could advise is for her to be patient and not to breakdown any further. I could only offer that. I felt like such a helpless fuck. What could I do? What could I say? That thing is going to get any better? Everything is going to be all right?

I was helpless and she certainly did not need to know that.

All this and I'm supposed to be the closest friend she has.


It is totally un-rewarding as a friend not to be able to offer any help. I felt bad she felt sad.

Feeling helpless is the worst feeling.

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The Ad that creeps me out.

Have you seen the ad put up by Yahoo! to promote their Messenger service to Indonesia/Malaysia internet users?

The one that goes "Di mana mana sahaja tetap berada on-line?" with the weird looking guy with the even weirder lip and the big headed woman?

Don't that ad creeps you out. I hope Yahoo! knows the ad is not helping to promote their IM.



What they should do is to make the womans boops and the guys crotch bigger! Ahh...still creepy but at least it has some sexual appeal. :-D

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I like my Enemy.

It's one thing when someone tells me I'm wrong. To find out myself however is dead cruel. God has funny ways opening up my eyes.

Enter K. I hate this person. The person had everything that I could only dream I could have. The car, the beautiful companion, the house, the money. I hated this person, secretly but the hate was genuine.

It was ages ago when all of this started when the person I most was most interested in decided to go ahead and did the "relationship" thing with K. I was very much disappointed, not that I did anything to stop this but I would hope this person would have at least chose someone else. Jealousy.

However I found myself having to spend some time last week with K. This involves talking and eating on the same table. I can't believe my luck. Isn't it enough to punish me everyday and now this?
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After a few cups of tea and found this K is somewhat likeable. Yeah likeable not lovable.

We hung out for a while and I found no reason why I should hate him, I did not like him any better but I definitely did not hate this person. In fact I found myself reasoning on why he had all the things he had and I why I'm still here working hard for it. I respect him for that and that was that.

It was a great and important reflection. I've managed to see myself clearly. I've never pictured myself to be in a wrong without realising it, but the reality is I was in the wrong and it's time I tell myself that.

How wrong I am to be feeling the way I felt for so long. To drive the dagger deeper I watched Passion of The Christ last weekend and one of phrase that caught my attention was "If you love only those who love you, what good is that?”

Jealousy is a self-created enemy. We grew older everyday finding new things and people to hate. I've seen hate destroyed a lot of people, and it almost got me.

K was never my enemy I am my own enemy.

I have no one to thank but K, the reflection came late but the important thing is it came and it changed me a little more to become a better person.

A new day one less person to hate.

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When in doubt...

When in doubt scream!!

Yes scream for help, being in doubt is crazy. It's silence and and that silence haunts. Do not keep it to yourself scream so other people can hear you.

When in doubt let other people hear you and maybe you'll realise that a lot of people are in the same doubt too. Now being in doubt together is not that bad eh?

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Positive thinking

I know it's Friday and alot of you are already thinking about the traffic you might face afterwards, anyway I scooped this from an e-mail forwarded by a friend of mine...

Positive thinking is like this.... A little bird flies up in the sky; you

look up and it shits in your eye...

But you don't mind and you don't cry... But you thank God that cows don't

fly.....

I hope that lifted your spirit up!! :-D

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When conversation goes sideways.

Me: Hey long time no see. How are you?

Friend: Ok lar. Wah you seem to be growing sideways these days. When I first met you you were so thin.

Me: So I look better now?

Friend: Yes, you look better only have to take care of the 'perut' a bit.

Me: Ok. ***feeling fat****.

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