Burning out Burnout

Nothing good can come out of a burnout. It's like that old couch that you need to get rid off. Big, shitty and ugly and it's there.

5 days at a fantastic hotel in central KL sure have fixed that. Luxury and new friends can certainly set the mind alive and new again. Expensive but effective.

Friday was wild, went out with new friends. Had loads of fun and seen a lot of hot ladies. Great night.

Tried Zouk on Satruday, arrived very late but went out all new. RM35 seems high but the place and all was quite pleasing despite the DJ seemed to sometime to suddenly went 'bongok' halfway. Still a good place to go. I'm going again definitely.

Monday is near, wonder if it's ready for the new and improved me.

Anyway, my new me is ready for it.

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Impossible is Something

The massive wound on my shin does not seem like it's going to heal anytime soon. I've applied some healing oil today to make it go away.

It's funny I don't feel any pain but the wound does not seem to be much better.

It's hard to watch the day go by when one realizes their chances are taken away and nothing much can be done about it. It's like a soccer match where you're down 8 to none with another half to play, there is always a chance to win but the team knows it's a losing battle anyway.

If impossible was the task, I'm always there prepared to brave it on. I make chances come my way and take on the impossible and try my best to make them work.

Today I realise sometimes I tend to be a little frail when I can't help myself to lose to the impossible.

Naivety is a novelty that I thought I lost, not realising it was with me all this while only to shake it's dust and laughed at me once again.

A trap. I'm in it and there is no way I could escape it though I know the walls have been closing in long time ago.
Unlike my wound the pain surrounds it has gone away, the pain that affects my motivation however will take a while to rid off, as it carries no wound for me to treat.

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